After having visited numerous of clinics, I started to notice a very visible trend. That is, the more you pay for consultation fee, the nicer taste your medicine will be.



This is so true after I came back from a clinic though small but has a very clean and modern layout. Has a nice name (something MEDICAL CLINIC) instead of just Lee's clinic. It cost about $30+ instead of $20+ but it's worth paying extras for nicer taste medicine. =) (The most expensive visit to a clinic for my gastric cost me about $65!!!! Madness!!)

The green one can easily pass as polo sweets to give to any naughty kids caught running up and down the escalator. It tastes like Polo sweet too. =X

Cool eh? I don't think you will ever get lozenges of this shape from Poly clinics. Trust me. I went before and I just feel like chucking those medicine aside.

Not only are those 'expensive' clinic generous in the quality of medicine. (Erm.. I can't think of a better way to describe.) They are also generous in issuing MCs. I got 2 days MCs for me to rest whereas 1 day from average clinic and sometimes none from Poly Clinic. I don't mean you can go and get MCs to skip school ok. I'm just sharing my observation.

So yeap. Let's just hope I recover soon. Who cares about the taste and appearance of the medicine when one is sick. =P

So I had steamboat last Sunday or should I say buffet steamboat. I did a google search on the word 'steamboat' and this is what I got....

So it's BUFFET steamboat that I meant.

Instead of eating at the usual 'Zheng Fa' place, we went to 'Chong Pang' instead. Not too bad but I still prefer ZF though. The only good thing about CP is, I don't stink as bad. =)

Its funny how I always eat so little during buffet yet a lot when it comes to normal eating. =X Probably got sick of the food. Went Selegie (Is that how you spell it?) for 'Tau huey' after that. Oh hold on, we went arcade to play a few rounds of game before hitting down to Selegie. Its been years since I stepped into those place. haha~

The 'Tau huey' stall sells one 'You tiao' for 80 cent! Crazy bananas! For people like me, I can eat up to 6 'you tiao'. Might as well top up a dollar more to get Mc Spicy meal????

I better stop complaining. It is just one place selling over priced 'You Tiao'. -_-

Some pictures...

Tian and me trying to imitate the guy in e poster...

Tian...

Me...I even tried to bend my body like his.

I think I opened my mouth far too big. =X Tsk!

The most classic one of all.....

RJ, Jy and KS.

KS was holding on to my wallet in e pic! hahahaha~

Anyway, I did something extreme to my hair. The idea wasn't extreme but the result was a little too extreme. I wanted to have black curls which wasn't really a good idea to many including my hair stylist. (Machiam I'm some rich tai-tai that has a personal hair stylist like David Gan.) So Jy helped me to dye my hair black yesterday and it turns out really jet BLACK! So dark that it reminds me of the 100% shade that I did for my tonal scale. I don't mind having jet black if I'm having straight hair. But jet black color for curls is a little... too... erm... extreme. Shucks! Bad move!!!!!!!!!!!

Erm.. I won't be showing you guys pictures of my current hair yet. Don't wana scare you all away. Maybe let me get you prepared by showing you some pictures of me taken when I was 15 years old and with black hair.

 

 Ok, this doesn't really count cuz it's in black and white. But that's all I have.... So just imagine yea?

 

Does this photo reminds you of someone???

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Zoe's infamous 'I swallow'.

Prepared for a lengthy post!

My blog is back!! Finally!! After 5 days of anxiety!

I'm so happy, I'm so glad. Lalalalala....

Thanks you guys for all your concern though to some people they might think it's just a blog. But only my true friends know how I feel. They worry with me and they share the same excitement as me when my blog got back! =)


Here's something that I couldn't answer and hope to hear some opnion. Be prepared for a lengthy entry.


A thought life in Poly is gonna be the same as what she experienced during Secondary school.

A met B and C and they became good friends.
A felt Poly wasn't as cynical as what her other friends had said.

One fine day, A didn't go to school and so B sat alone.
C came but sat with someone else. B got upset.
She probably was hurt like any other good friend would.
C also started to drift away from A and B and it got them upset.
B decided to have a talk with C.


B: 'I'm asking C out tomorrow for a movie then talk to C about how we feel about him drifting away.'
A: ' Ok. Alone? Wah.. never ask me out for movie!' (hint)
B:' No la.. Just wana talk to him alone.' (hint again)
A: 'OK lor. You dare to go out with him alone meh?'

The rest of conversation doesn't serve much purpose.

[Next day...]
A said goodbye to B and made her way out of the school building.
While walking to the train station, A received a call from B.

B: ' Erm.. A, where are you??'
A: 'Walking to the train station.'
B: 'Aren't you gonna watch movie with us?'
A: ' Since when I was invited? Thought you prefer to talk to him alone?'
B: ' Huh? No la.. I thought you should know you have to come along?'


[Fast forward...]
Feeling uncomfortable about the whole incident in the noon, A decided to message B.
A told B that she felt 'make use of'.
A maybe over sensitive but she need an explaination for B's sudden change of choice.
First B didn't invited A to go then when C asked about A, B then called A.
Which of the sentences in the conversation above shows that A was invited??
B even said goodbye to A!
B explained that she was blur, confuse and whatever. But A asked her more than 10 times if she really dare to go out with C.


After a few exchanges of sms. A apologise for being harsh. Fine. They promised to build better friendship and be best friend!


[A few months later...]
C was no longer with them. A was getting used to it and was fine. But B was not. Guess B was very hurt over it.


[As time goes by...]
A felt extra as B was starting to hang out with D and E.
Whenever A stepped into the class, B, D and E will be sitting together with no more seats left for A. Fine.
A got herself to blame for being late.
A had never once wanted B to walk out of her seat to join her.
But it puzzled A when B, D and A are early for lesson, B will be worried for E that she might have to sit alone.
Why isn't B concern about A ('best friend') when she sit alone?
If B can be upset over C's action?
How do you think A feel?


All along, A wanted to join other friends as she got really tired of sitting alone.
But the thought of C's action reminded A not to upset B anymore.
A thick skinly hangs out with them for weeks.
Weeks after weeks.
A walks alone in front or behind and sit alone in class.
As a 'close' friend, B would have check out on A right?
A wondered how does B define 'best friend'.

A decided to sms B, letting her know about her feeling.
B claimed that it's misunderstanding.
Again like the previous one.
A didn't thought so.
B then got upset and A didn't want thing to turn out like this.
All she wanted was B to understand and clear things up.
But no. B thought A was refering to her when A made a comment about someone else to F.
B stomp her way off. Very loud. Very obvius.
B thought e comment was for her.
B react without getting e picture right.
Why would she feel that way if her conscious is clear?
A tolerated.
Next, B refused to share the same lift as A. Fine!
A tolerated.

D probably didn't know about the whole incident and she advised A to compromise and be slow to faulting.
Hasn't A compromised enough?
All A wanted to do was to let B know how she felt.
A didn't expect B to stomp her feet and avoid her.
Is that how 'best friend' behaves?


I thank God for I have a great best friend, Jayne. Someone whom I can tell her via sms or even face to face about how I feel about our friendship. If there is anything that I'm unhappy about her, I can just let her know. Though there at times we didn't agree with each other but we argue and not quarrel.

Quarrel is when you don't even bother to argue.


Jayne!! I'm so blessed to have you as my best friend!! We became close during sec 3? 5 years of friendship and going stronger!


I don't know is it the joy of having a great friend make me cry or is it that particular thing that bothers me. I understand how A felt of being accused. Totally.

Guess I'll blog at both sites for e time being.

Hideous Hideous!

Blogger and Google finally replied me!Wah.. all the way from the other side of the world eh. It shows that I'm important. Whatever. I better stop being a bimbo! Well, at least I know when I click on the 'contact us' link, i'm actually connecting with humans and not some auto reply machines!  Though the solutions given by google didn't work but I believe I'll get my blog back! Yes, BACK!!

I've been spending most of my time searching for various ways to get my blog back. I read up information from blogger help group, emailed blogger and was on the verge of sending an email to Biz Stone. .

It was upsetting enough that I sort of lost my blog. And when I tried looking for solutions, there were tonns of pessimistic comments. Some people are just so funny.They knew blogger has the answers and ways to help them retrieve their blogs back yet didn't bother to email them. If they aren't even concern about it, why should blogger care about it? I don't see why they should go around venting anger and frustration. Weirdos... Some of them could't sign in and like me, couldn't blog nor view their own blog.

 I suddenly got reminded again that our God has the answer, the key to our life, purpose and visions. I don't see why God has to be anxious over our life if we are not even interested? You are just leaving your purpose hanging in the mid as no one can take over your domain cause it was created just for you. Neither can you proceed unless you get the mess clear. Mind you, blogger provides you with the solution so in another sense, you got to try and get your blog back on your own and not let blogger do the job as they are other bloggers out there too. Some people expects God to do EVERY THING for them. 

I'll not get into it today.  

Since I'm in a good mood... I shall do something which I only do it when I'm in a good mood.

That is... to post up a VERY VERY VERY hideous picture of myself. 

ok, in case you thought that was a class photo of my mum and her classmates. No.. it's MY class photo when I was in Sec 1. That's like 6 years ago when I had that ugly and super center parting hairdo. Also the ugly short tie that I thought was cool. Yuck!!  Thank God I was not sitting at the first row with my super sky-high socks!

Let us take a closer look of the 'lian-ish' me when I was 13. (I think my email at that time was ah_girl13@hotmail.com. *smack head* )

I can't believe I had that center parting hair! So straight that I can use my parting as a ruler man! And wassup with my expression.It looks like this icon ->  It's like I'm 'buay song' with that cameraman or something.

Ok, laughing session is over. Though I'm in a good mood doesn't mean you can come up to me tomorrow and remind me about my class photo ok.  

Oh yes, Thanks Silencer for e picture! Any one has 2/3 (Year 2001), 3/3 ( Year 2002) and 4/3 (Year 2004) class picture?